<.I'm frustrated all time, with me on most times, i think the only time i've been happy was when i was with a special person. I think i need that person again to be myself again. I'm feeling lost, and empty, and i dont feel emotions like before. Sometime i can't breath, i can't find a light, i can't live, and i think don't wanna sit here anymore. I don't wanna feel the pain of losing someone again. I wanna to live again. I don't wanna be lost ....................................................