Music is high and up like notes sometimes you begin on a sad one sometimes not ! I write songs too and it is useful for me to compose beats & melodies and when I can not sing or rap very weel on one maybe another artist could so all is relative and all is never finished & never completely done. You come to a moment where you do what is good for you : you stop some things you think you will never stop and you begin other things. In resume you stay focus on what's essential for u spirit & body!Slo